I feel blue

You know how you plan and chart out things and then life decides something else altogether? Yeah, that.

Things were supposed to get better, happiness was just near-by and I was supposed to be doing something else, planning something else other than how to finish off the 12 pending things before the "follow-ups" came at work. Hell, I could not even go through with the one thing planned for today!

That lump in my throat refuses to go away.